I hate hate hate being ill.
How I hate that, why can't I help myself?
Always witches and bitches like me only can help others, never themselves.
What a crap.
Once when I was at the evening-college, I had the job to moderate a shitty discussion in public (in front of the whole audience), that's why I was the shitty president of crappy students-parliament in that messy year.
It was about gen-technics.
Idiots and neandertals wanted to talk the science down. It was like in communist states when people had to injure themselves in audience.
Some physicians were there and said "oh I am so sorry to live and to be a physician, and of course science is bad" and such shitty shit.
Left besides me sat a fat female honorable lady, she was the chief of the workers-union in my town.
She told the audience that gentechnics would be like that what he Nazis did, it were murder the people who were not blond and not have blue eyes.
I got crazy.
What idiots.
I told that human being that I were happy if before my birth there had been gentechnics who had healed my illness before my birth, for example.
That I am ill and can't sleep a night and always go crazy about a hurting skin.
And that I am PRO gentechnics.
The human being looked at me like I were Adolf Hitler.
And that thing said to me: "But but but you see that totally wrong, Raine. You HAVE THE RIGHT to be ill!"
I would prefer to have the right to be healthy.
And do you know what?
That stupid thing got 2 years ago the highest german order because of her social disease.
In every normal country they would have hang her at the gallow-tree.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY must be people so shitty stupid?
That was many years ago and NOW they found a method to heal my illness. But not for me, because I am poor now after shitty idiots burned my house under the protection of the shitty german anti-gentechnics-state.
OK, I am alive, if you see me when I am bad you see only red skin (normally I am so pale, whiter than the whites) and it looks like sunburnt everywhere. That is nothing you die from. You feel only like dying, nothing else.
BUT! How many people died in all these years since that shitty crappy discussion when idiots was against science because it was forbidden in germany to search for genetics? Because nothing was found against theirs illnesses? See, in the last months thit and that was found for healing thit or that sort of Diabetes with gentechnics.
Or which disease else.
All these people who died before theirs time!
Only because of criminals like those shitty honorable piece of worthless crap and other stupid politics here.
Please excuse my horrible english, I am so upset now I could start the third worldwar.

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